War Waging Words AKA Some Self Analysis
Temperment: Annoyed
Days Left Til Mercer Return:83
Record: "Bodies" by Drowning Pools

So once upon a time I told Sean that I thought that people didn't really change. This was mostly an after image of the Daniel thing. I mean if you're a private person its really not likely that you'll one day be like Brittney Spears shaking your ass for all of America you know. I'm not saying people don't grow or mature but people have habbits you know. Anyway ever since then he has barely talked to me and calls me narrow minded and what have you.

According to him, I'm afraid to have fun and to meet new people. Now...really I don't like strangers.I will admit to that. It's not like I'm shy though. Really I'm pretty much a solitary creature. It's not that I don't talk to people, it's just really I don't care what other people think. Anyway I think the main problem he has with me is that I look at the things he does slantedly.

For public notice-in case anyone cares--which I know they don't but just to have the info readily avaiable for anyone reading this--getting waisted, drunk outta your mind, going to the club-- is not my idea of a good time. No I haven't done it but I also have no desire to do it.

In college, school comes first--epescially when it's costing 30 grand a year. Next is work, because I would like to have money. And as for fun...I live with one of my best friends....need I say more?

As for meeting new people, Intermurals has forced me to meet more people than I care to remember. Some good some bad, whatever, my job in SSS did the same thing. As for of my free will, I have one word: Animercer....oh yeah I went there ^_^

Animercer is where I met Kato ( and for Kato's ego...cause I know he'll get mad if he doesn't see it--Kato is a Space Cowboy...or today he's a Samurai...a sleeping one at that), Shroomie (actually I met him in clss), Jake (for the 3rd time--he has a terrible memory), and Alex (someone I could soooo do without). Knew them like for 3 days before we stole a golf cart and nearly got hauled in by merpo--not the plan but shit happens and its kinda how Kato and I became so tight. So we hung out for the rest of the year. Now most of them are on my AIM thingie and we talk all the time. Especially Kato....Kato is super nocturnal.

Plus if I was so scared of meeting people why did I do Opportuity Scholars....or go with Krystal to watch Spirited Away with her honors class...hmm you know this blog entry was mostly for me trying to figure out things...trying to answer the questions we all ask ourselves now and again:who am I, and what have I become? So I'm not normal...I think most of us on this blog circuit aren't....we don't go clubin we DDR or have bands ^_^ we don't drink beer we drink Ramune...and watch really bad b movies (lol unneeded qualifier there) I don't know ::shrug:: I don't understand how people make these judgement calls...maybe they're scared to just be themselves as opposed to what they think they should do and ought to be.

I don't like people it's well known...that doesn't mean I don't have fun...I think he and I just have different versions of fun...most people stay within their groups unless they're interested in another group...I dunno

Anyway obviously people change...or maybe they just show you different sides of themseleves at different times I dunno. Lol I'm a little worried about posting this last part haha Peter and Lum are usually great at taking my theories and taking them apart (not in a bad way...just a way that gives us lots to blog about hehe)Anyway...who knows who cares...and when it's all said and done WHO REALLY GIVES A FUCK WHAT I THINK ANYWAY...or what anyone else thinks for that matter....

Peace and love for my 706 Crew, My Jonnell Crews, The Animercer boys, and hugs and kisses to my Jun bug.